Yellow the sweet ache
Excerpt from
What Holds Us Here by Betsy Warland (BuschekBooks, 1998)
Order the sheet music for “yellow the sweet ache”
yellow the sweet ache
through the season of greening wildflowers
bloom in waves of different colours
in your absence yellow has opened everywhere though
wildroses still fling their perfect hues…yellow the
sweet ache i feel for you
sweet-sue-so-sweet
that song i had wondered about for weeks suddenly
perched in front of me before you left
yellow warbler yellow warbler is this what yellow sounds like:
“High pitched, pattern song of three similar notes followed by
sweet-sweet-sweet-sue-so-sweet
bzzz…
refrigerator’s humm furnace’s lowrumble the clay coloured sparrow’s ‘bzzz’
this season’s sustained bass note (its song “insectlike”)
is this foraging-voice-camouflage or
emulation, ovation for those it relishes?
when i think of your mouth i know the answer
wildrose buds
expectant pink of wildrose buds taunt me most their sepals’
sensuous-green-adagio to warmth, slow-motion-desire exquisite
anticipation of the in-between
how your lips swell and part beneath the heat of my breath
shameless they are utterly shameless, i look the other way
no caboose in sight
picking up speed trains pass along the edge of your land as
i’m thinking how you are one-long-lesson-in-longing no caboose in sight
i’m waiting for that moan rising from accelerating
rumble – that way back in from the beginning of time crescendoing
- i’m waiting for you to come home. come; home.